Despite my confusion over Kei's behavior,and everyone's opposition, i did leave.In the end it was just medical leave though.I knew i was being a disappointment to my sister's memory but i felt i needed a break to get my act back together again.

Kei was still upset but not half as bad as it was only medical leave.Now whenever i see a Gundamn cockpit i long to touch it but somehow i just cant.Something would hold me back;a fear, that something bad would happen.

I am turning soft...from the independant person i once was,i am developing feelings for the others around me, those who care..

Luna herself hasnt been stable.They dispatched them both on a mission and the two of them got ambushed.Luna barely escaped.Loki pushed her out of the way and died in her place.Ever since, she has been mental.They kept her in the hospital ward for awhile till she gets over her grief.

and Kei,the guy that recently started dominating my thoughts, he never explained to me why he kissed me or what he was thinking.But he was noticeably looming behind me more often these days.Wherever i went, he was usually never far away.Was he worried?