Everyday, we lived on borrowed time. I knew it was almost time for me to fight for what i believed in. But still, I hesitated. I worried about Luna, and I did not want to lose what I had now with Kei. He had become my lover, my stellar one-sama, my very reason to continue living.

The will to continue fighting was not about revenge anymore. I had already found my Stellar One-sama. She lived in Kei. In his memories, his thoughts, in his heart. It could never be otherwise. By combining her existence with Kei, they had become one persona. Occasionally i'd catch a glimpse of Stellar in Kei, in his mannerisms, even in the way he talks.

I had a dream yesterday night. I dreamt that Stellar one-sama and I were sitting in a field of flowers holding hands. We both plucked a dandelion together and blew, making a wish as each parachute flew away, each carrying a seed of hope within it. We both wished that the world would stay quiet and peaceful forever, that we would not have to fight for our existence.

When I woke up, I realised that it was time for me to move on. Stellar One-sama had moved on. She had been reborn. She would never come back but I would always see her when I was with Kei.

I never wanted to lose those feelings I had forever. I did not want to fight. If only the world would stay this quiet and peaceful. But we were on the run. Anytime we would be discovered. Luna seemed aware that we were troubled because she would sit up close to me and rest her head on my shoulder whenever I felt troubled about our circumstances.

We are currently on stealth mode, near the outskirts of a desert town. Our mobile suits are currently hidden behind a large formation of rocks. It is scheduled to have a sand storm some time tommorrow and that is the time when we will be on the move again. It is easier to travel undetected during a sandstorm because many of the EFSF mobile suits are not made to travel purely on sand.

About my decision...I decided to wait...let...tommorrow...decide for me...